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What We Had


    I think it was the lack of connection.
    The lack of... touch?
    I didn't mean for it to happen.

    My desire for love was too much.
    He was right there,
    In my peripheral vision.
    The party was intense.
    Nothing but flashing white lights
    Filling the room.
    He walked up to me,
    Wanting to dance and I said

    Yes.
    I was with someone.
    It's not like it was a
    Relationship.
    We only ever kissed and said
    Sweet things.
    A whole year of just
    Kissing.

    And
    Talking.
    Maybe he didn't love me
    Like I loved him.
    Maybe he was straight.
    Maybe he didn't think of men
    Like that
    Anymore.
    I still loved him.
    I didn't want to let him go.
    But I desired something.
    I desired something more than
    Love.
    I wanted to touch.
    Wanted to be touched.
    I wanted to feel another's skin on mine.

    I was feeling too much desire to care
    Who
    Touched
    Me.
    I woke up that morning next to a
    Stranger.
    I never knew his name.
    I never asked for it.

    Because I didn't
    Care.
    I just got up and
    Left.
    Days after that night,
    I saw
    Him.
    I wanted to say hi.
    I wanted to…
    Hug him.
    I wanted to apologize
    For sleeping with him.

    Because I didn't love that man.

    I didn't know him.
    I loved who I was with.
    Did I feel it?
    Regret?
    Pity?

    For myself?
    No.
    Some called me
    Heartless.
    Some called me
    Sick.
    But,

    I couldn't
    Help it.
    I loved the man I
    Was with.
    But
    I didn't.
    I felt
    Alone.
    I felt like
    He
    Didn't
    Love
    Me.
    That's what I told him when
    He heard about my
    Disloyalty.
    He did something I never would have
    Thought.
    He
    Cried.
    His hands covered his tear-stained
    Face
    And
    He
    Cried.
    I asked him why he was
    Crying.
    He responded by saying he
    Loved
    Me.
    I got
    Angry.
    I turned my back on
    Him.
    He never loved
    Me.
    I asked him why we never
    Made
    Love.
    He said
    "Because I wanted it
    To be
    Perfect.
    Because I didn't
    Want to ruin
    What we
    Had."


    What
    We
    Had.
Trying out something a little different...

oh gosh I hope you like it..

*hides*

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Poem (c) *Demyboilover

Art (c) *Demyboilover

Link to the drawing: [link]

btw, this has nothing to do with Jaiden and Tye.. you can interpret the characters as who you want actually! xD; I just felt it needed a preview picture -w-
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Emipoooo Featured By Owner May 28, 2014
this is really sweet...and sad. I like it
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Demyboilover Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you!
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MouseMaster42 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Student Digital Artist
So....I have a folder that I keep all of my writing favs in and I was going through that today when I was bored and I. Just. Cannot. Even. I think I just sat there and stared at my screen for a while. Fabulous poem.
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Demyboilover Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much!
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MouseMaster42 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Student Digital Artist
You're very welcome. :)
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icekat1341 Featured By Owner May 27, 2013
so many feels..... :disbelief: :love: :furious: :tears:
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OhMyPurpleLlamas Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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I'm sorry, it's just to beautiful for words.
Why does every poem I read insist on making me cry?
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Demyboilover Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks!
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Regi-AJ Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
that was beautiful.
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kall6000 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
that was gorgeous.
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